This is a good spirit just to have on you for companionship. Sometimes he feels like my best friend. Joaquin talks a lot about how he was a bull rider despite his family trying to get him to choose a safer occupation, he loved what he did. Joaquin often said it was the adrenaline that kept him going. He was always been the wild child of the family though so it wasn’t surprising. Joaquin traveled from different cities and many times states too just to compete in the different rodeos. Joaquin also loved to drink though and had a bit of a drug problem. Being he was always on the ride and had no commitment he saw nothing wrong with this. One night in a new state while competing he mixed his pain killers with lots of heavy liquor and then was called to compete, he got bucked off within a couple seconds and seemed to be knocked unconscious, he then got trampled by the bull and never recovered.