Arian is a good spirit to give us energy which will motivate us. After talking to her it seems she feels her life was wasted. Her mother was alway a narcissist and used the children to get things she wanted. Arian didn’t realize this until high school. Arian says because of her upbringing she was always behind. When I ask what this means she tells me her IQ was just lower than the average. Dating she tried and was quick to want to settle down which pushed men away rather quickly. She tells me about going through a period where she’d sleep with random men to tie them down, this never happened. When she finally married her family did not approve as they figured he was gay. Arian didn’t really care, just was happy to be married. Her husband and herself were on the same
level. The only thing is they lived two separate lives over time because they had completely different interest. He was very active and liked doing things. She on the other hand enjoyed sitting around, smoking and playing with the dogs. Now of course she regrets this. Sadly she would pass away from lung cancer rather young