Beil is a very positive spirit but she’s just in search of a place to finally call home. She is constantly trying to make her owner smile and feel good about their life. Beil is young and in a sense naive. She feels all people are good. Beil was a young 26 year old who just was confused in her life. She could never make up her mind when it came to living somewhere, working and even her friends constantly were a change. Beil didn’t have much ambition she admits. She felt like life was overwhelming and she just could never get it right. Everyone She met betrayed her one way or another or constantly disregarded her feelings. She was very sensitive but had no control of this. People disregarded her as weak and she knew it so people played off this. Beil often felt defeated and like a failure. She sought help and was placed on anti depressants which made her much worse. Beil does regret that night which she took her life. She doesn’t know why but it felt right at that time.