This lady here is a tad larger and heavy. She is NOT a child but chose a vessel that resembles herself as a child being those were fond memories. Her name is Dedrie and she is one to help us sort through life struggles. Growing up Dedrie tells me how amazing her family was. Not only were they close but always spent every night together to talk about....life. When Dedrie turned 18 she went off to college. There her life would change. She was a fun college student doing typical things. She started dating a young man who she claims was very gentleman like. After a few years of dating and graduation coming up, she tells me this man turned in her. He sexually assaulted her and then let his friends. Dedrie took a BIG mental blow to this. She was later diagnosed with PTSD and pretty much her life stopped revolving for YEARS. She didn’t know who she was anymore, she blamed herself, thought nobody would want her. She doesn’t tell me how or when but she ultimately took her life