I would store May in a bag or somewhere safe. This spirit helps balance our emotions. This means if you have anxiety, depression, areas, ptsd and things of this nature. May was married at age 19. Even though she wasn’t ready to get married, her other half wanted to serve his country. In fear of loosing him she married. May absolutely hated her life as a military wife. She was always moving place to place and it seemed the places became worse and worse. When her husband would come home things were perfect. After he was deployed and came back though he was a changed man. He was verbally abusive, not affectionate and she felt alone. She would often blame herself and for what she’s not sure. She still wanted a family no matter how bad things seemed. She did get pregnant but not by her husband. This ate away at May for months and when she told her husband about her pregnancy it was the last time she would walk this earth.