Magda is such a cute little vessel. This is a spirit for calmness which is good if you are high strung, nervous or just anxiety. Magda was born to always be on edge and she had no idea why. She was always afraid of her own shadow, constantly stressed about things that didn't even happen yet. This was always her personality and sometimes it got on others nerves. Friendships and romantic relationships didn't last long because of her ways. She was always looking for a way to change which meant natural ways, professional help and even moving. She was told over and over it had to do with her inner child as a child but she didn't understand. That is her mom came cleaning that that she was sexual abused by a family member but kept it a secret. Magda could not forgive her parents after this secret and actually cut them off. Magda struggled with this confession. How could her parents let this happen and do nothing wrong. How did they not tell her so she could live a normal life. Many questions pondered and haunted her. Magda does not speak of her death ever