Holli is the perfect vessel to place anywhere or carry along. Let her heal all your pain from all the trauma you've been through. Holli is very calm and always reassuring. Holli was seemed what appeared as the perfect life. She says even though it looked that way from the outside, inside she never got over her postpartum after her 3rd child. She met her husband in college and soon after they married. They traveled the first 3 years of their life before building their dream home. Both had stable careers and they were more in love than ever. They ended up having 3 boys and as bad as Holli wanted a girl the last child out her over the edge. She loved her boys dearly and was with them all the time, never missed a second. However she couldn't shake the depression, the feeling deep down. She went to seek help and everyone told her it would go away, but it didn't. It became worse and she started to distance herself fro the children so she wasn't mean to them. Holli says she couldn't live like that anymore and it was her time.