Madison needs to go where she is NEEDED. This is a spirit who helps those who suffer from depression as not only did she have it bad but it ultimately took her life. Madison was adopted as a child and she could never really fit in with her family. She was the one who was always in trouble and didn’t hold up to their standards like the other children. As she became a teenager this took its toll. This is when her depression started. She felt like a failure since her birth parents didn’t want her and now her adopted parents were always disappointed in her. Madison struggled her whole life with depression sting from a child. She had a hard time developing personal relationships along with intimate relationships. She was very stand official and very much had a wall around her that nobody could break through. Even when she met a man who treated her like a queen she tells me all she did was push him away. She definitely regrets this but had no control over it. Madison tried to be medicated but it seemed to do her more harm that good. She often sat in the house alone sometimes laying in bed other times thinking how much she hates life. Sadly, one day these thoughts got the best of Madison and she did take her life while she was consumed with her sorrows.