Secretly and loudly there's always things we want. Madilyn is here to make those things come to fruition. She is one who connects and bonds with her owner very well. She was a very confused young lady it sounds like. She suffered from severe anxiety and everyone and everything was difficult to maneuver. If one thing didn't go as planned she had a panic attack. Living this way was not easy. Madilyn always had to be prepared during any outings. She required much advance notice at work and socially so she had time to plan. She knew this was normal and understood why people secretly talked about her. She never experience love either which weighed heavily on her. Would she ever have children or get married, something she had always wanted. The more people spoke about her the more it got in her head. She doesn't say exactly how she died but I've pieced it together.