This lady gives me the name Mariah. She is a good spirit to help us when all hope has been lost. She helps with changing things around for the better. Mariah had a lot of struggles in her human life. As a child she battled cancer for many years and eventually was a survivor. She married at only 19 and was eager to have a child of her own. For some odd reason she felt
Marriage and having a child would “complete” her life but she learned the hard way. Her husband left her a couple years after their son was born. Not having an education or job Mariah was forced to live with her parents who controlled everything. Seems she went through a phase where she rebelled and would leave for days. This lasted for only so long before her parents gained custody of her son. Mariah says she soon found herself pregnant by a man she barely knew from her “wild” times. When she told her parents they kicked her out yet did not give up custody of her son. She found herself pregnant and staying with random people she barely knew. From the sounds of it she went through some violent things during this time 🥲. After she had her daughter she tried to get herself together by getting a job and trying to save. It seemed as though one of the places she was staying someone stole her saved money. She eventually left and out herself in a homeless shelter. It seemed as nothing was coming together. Mariah felt the best choice was to give up her daughter which she never recovered from. She get like a failure as a parent and in life overall. It sounds like she committed suicide by taking pills. This lady really didn’t have a moment of peace in her life.