Anika chose the perfect vessel. This lady is an absolute mood change and gives you motivation and energy a great deal. She was the exact opposite. Anika suffered from depression very bad. She has no idea what triggered it but it was since she was in middle school. Her mother home schooled her. As a young adult Anika noticed she would have anger for no reason. Her depression would set in bad at these times. There were days she couldn't leave the house nor function. She didn't hold work long or friends because of this. She also was embarrassed to tell people what was wrong with her. She always tried to get balanced but it never worked. Anika was sick of the constant up and down with her life. There was never and didn't see any stability. She gracefully took her own life.