Saddi is a spirit that helps us with emotional support. She doesn’t reveal her age to me and not sure why. Saddi’s emotional stability was always all over the board her whole life and she never knew why. She tells me some days she’s be off the wall happy and full of life and the next day she couldn’t even get out of bed and wished she was never born. This became more of a struggle the older she became as relationships couldn’t be kept. She tried dating and men just thought she was crazy not realizing it was out of her control. Saddi never wanted to have children because it wouldn’t have been fair. Saddi says she was let go from almost every job for her erratic behavior. Saddi did end up committing suicide by letting her car run with the garage shut. She couldn’t fight the sadness that consumed her constantly.